[IanW55]

Hello Lotus,

Thanks for your email, now that you have finally told everyone, may I say I am stunned at your news, IMO words are meaningless at this point to, but I will say this you have been a rock for many a member on this site, I for one appreciate what You have done for me and all the kind words of support as I am sure many on here will echo.

I send all my love and best wishes to you.
Ian (AKA LIZ)
xx

[HelloDiDi]

Omg Lotus, this is just horrible news... I'm so sorry, I wish I knew what to say other than godspeed and best of luck, I so much wish you will get better. I'm so sorry, this kind of stuff is so unfair. I have lost friends and family to cancer before and seen the battle from close proximity, I've seen some survive, while others didn't make it. My thoughts and prayers will be with you, I wish there would be stronger words for this...

[Shirazmn]

Lotus, I really hope you stay strong and things get better!
You've given us all so much, I think I can speak for everyone if I say that you have all our thoughts!
I wish I had the power to do more than sending you a hug.

[myboobs]

I am so sad and disheartened to hear about your health issue . You are always in my prayers. 
my small request is please, please watch Barbara O’Neil on TikTok for natural remedies 

[Stevenator_]

>You're the boiler of this forum. You keep this whole place warm & cozy.

This is absolutely the truth.
_____________________________

It pains my heart daily that I can't offer you any more than I have. I would love to do a GoFundMe of sorts, but I have zero idea how to present it, etc., and that bothers me to no end. If anyone has any ideas, I'd love to help make this happen.

God Bless You, Lotus.

[Jennifer]

Dear Lotus,

Thank you for our recent email discussions.

And I'm sincerely sorry for what's happening to you, I knew it was critical but not to this extent.
You were the first person to welcome me to Breastsnexum, not to mention the person who brought me here.

Your knowledge is immense and your help is invaluable to us.

The woman that I am has eyes full of tears and although I regularly send you photos of me full of smiles, it is difficult to remain indifferent.

Around the world there are patrons who do good, if a kitty is raised for you to have a better treatment, I want to be part of it.

You gave me important information and I will question my friend.

I will continue to feed you photos and news of me and the aftermath of my transition and you will fight against this shit and as I wrote to you you will see in a few years my transition is complete.

Kisses LOTUS

Jennifer

[ChuckM]

Dear Lotus,

I am so sorry and saddened to hear of the seriousness of your condition.  You have been so welcoming, supportive, and informative in my NBE experience here on the site, and the time you've spent directly addressing my questions is truly appreciated!  If warmth, kindness and an unquenchable desire to help and support others has any impact on the outcome of events in this world, you will overcome the leukemia, come through this ordeal!

Best regards,
ChuckM

[myboobs]

Hi lotus , this is for you , please watch 

Fenbendezol on TikTok , bicarbonate of soda , Celtic salt , magnesium, lemon to make your body alkaline.

I had pea size spots in my lungs , green veg ( broccoli best ) red juices shrunk them and I avoided biopsy .
Big believer in herbal cures .

[p_r_1974]

Words fail me at the moment Lotus. I can only imagine. With countless examples of those who have beaten the odds, I believe you will be with them! May you heal as quickly and soundly as possible!

[Alexis P]

Dear Lotus,

I couldn't find the courage to write here on BN as reading your previous post was shocking. It reminded me of when a couple years ago i lost a very important friend to breast cancer, a late diagnosis and too little time to talk.

You have been the most influential and most inspiring person on this website visited by several thousands of people, you changed several users lives with your advices and insights. You welcomed and helped everyone in front of you without ever asking for anything in return, documenting and publishing your researches for years.
I can't find the words to express how much respect i have for your immense dedication and hard work you have done.

You are actually the reason why i found out the Breast Nexus/m forums, your B.I.G.G. guide thread was the first ever post i've seen, bookmarked it and then found out there was an entire side forum to it. When i found out you were still active after years of activity i was happy to join in to read more.

I have always been shy to message or write down under your post, always felt a bit intimidated by all the amount of knowledge and your status as a pillar in this community so i was afraid i would have bothered or annoyed you. As I write this I painfully regret not having the courage to interact more with you, as you are clearly a great person and i'd have loved to know more about you. Even those few times you messaged and replied to me i could sense the affection from your words, and i'm still touched by them to this day.

I would like to remind you of how many people across the globe you helped through this forum and even if you can't see us irl, remember there is a lot of people from every corner who thinks fondly of you.

I deeply apologize for not writing this sooner, I just hope this message brings you a smile and that these days can be somewhat happy despite everything.