[bobyyy1331dfr]

Hi !!
I posted a while back ago that i wanted breasts of my own but didn't have a lot of trust in my project.
Well here i will try to talk a bit more about my present choice and view of thinking.

Ever since i was interested in having breasts, i wanted the biggest one, not as a joke or some sort of competition, but because i've seen myself as someone who don't like his body, but also don't hate it. Yes some parts of myself is bad in my view, especially my facial "normality" and the fact that even at 24 i looked quite childish. Since then i gathered the courage to grow a beard and even if some people criticize me (my mom especially), i'm quite fond of it, it make me more of a man that what i think i am.
Anyway, in the meantime, since i wanted breast i say "eh why not test fake tits" and bought some fake tits. First was small "push up" breasts that can stick to the skin. The experience was not good : not visible, don't adhere to the skin (since i'm hairy lol) and too bizarre to wear. In November i bought FF cup fake tits with special bra to wear them. And oh boy do i love them ! Eversince i received them, i wear them daily in private. I dont have the courage to go out with it for now (imagine full beard and tits lol) but it made me accept the fact that yes, it's just note a fantasy but a wish, i want breasts. 
While reading that you might think it's normal or stupid, but for a timid and anxious person, experiencing first hand is the best way to make decision. 
Moreso, i gain a bit of weight (going from 50-55Kg to 60-65Kg). I don't really like the fat in my belly but it made my shape more "feminine". I had a band size and bust size of 85 and 89 cm (95A cup) and now i'm at 86 and 97 (95B cup). I might have wrong mesures but i can see from my point of view that i gain fat in my torso, it's fun to tease and play and made me accept more this choice.

The problem here is that during this near 1 year absence on this forum, i gained confidence and i made my choice clear to myself, but i'm still struggling around themes.
I'm still single and virgin, so as a hetero, having tits is not a good point for the dating phase (adding that i'm not well looking, timid and anxious).
Also i still live with my parents the weekend and i don't want them to see the changes, not because i'm ashamed but because what they might say will affect me more than it should.
Also i still don't know how to start. I mean during this year i learned more about PM or HRT but i'm still the same anxious guy : i want people to tell me what to do, how to do it and explain it rather than me doing the research and trying things. Also while wearing FF cup fake tits, i gain a weird love for the feeling, the fullness, the "impracticality" of it and realise that not only i want breast but i want huge one. This was futher backed down when i saw on reddit some males qui genetic gigantomastia who have J cup tits. It made me so envious ! I don't really think if i want full Trans side but changing gender is something that make me happy, not because i'm not good in my body but because i'ts eisier to change situation than to fix existing one.

My post my be long and not readable but just writing this ease me and i want to be at peace with myself, be able to express to someone what i feel and want, to have support where i normally can't find one.

So anyway, i really want to grow breast. I bought nature days breast enlargement liquid, which is a herbal product, i will receive it in maybe two weeks. I'm nervous to see the effects on my body and how i will react to it !
My point is i'm finally ok in trying but i'm still miles from some people here who seem to know everything, every small details and pros/cons of each product while i'm in my room seeking someone who will tell me everything about it so i don't have to stress about having right or wrong infos...

Thank you for reading this not so well written post.
I will be very happy to talk to you (or juste anyone who is ok with talking to men wanting breast of their own).
I will post about my journey when i'll receive my product. In the meantime thank you and be proud of yourself for what you're doing here !

[flamesabers]

Hello bobyyy1331dfr,

I don't have any experience with Nature Day. I spent about 9 years on PM and 4+ years on HRT (as far as my breast growth & later gender transition goes). I think I was about a year older (25) then you when I started my breast growth journey. With NBE herbs especially, I think one must be willing to self-experiment with different herbal regimes, as your body may respond very differently compared to what works (or doesn't work) for other members here. HRT (when under a doctor's supervision) is a bit more straight-forward, as the doctor will prescribe the meds and dosage, and adjust accordingly to your blood work and such.

In regards to your circumstances (dating, parents and anxiety) I think you do have some very valid concerns. I think you're right that a guy having breasts may be a turn-off for some women, but others might not mind (or even enjoy your breasts). With parents, I think it depends on how open-minded they are, particularly to people who may not be 100% gender conforming (i.e. guys who want their own feminine breasts). If you haven't already, I recommend checking out the "male staying male" sub-forum for better answers to the questions/concerns you have about being a guy who is growing breasts.

Some universal guidelines I would recommend to all newcomers are:

1. Be patient with growing breasts. Even with the ideal regime, it's still a marathon and not a sprint.
   
2. Take progress pictures every so often (maybe once a month or so). Others may see development that you might miss out on.
   
3. Be mindful of the non-visual signs of breast growth (i.e. soreness and/or itchiness in the breasts).
   

I hope this helps. 

If you have any other questions, feel free to let me know.