3 hours ago
Hello everyone I have been reading posts for quite a while and researching different methods.I plan on taking my posts really seriously and professionally to possibly improve our understanding on some of these methods.
About me:I’m 34 years old and 5ft10.Weigh around 153 pounds.I plan to grow small breast honestly I’m not so much worried about how big just want them to be sensitive.My main goal is to really feminize my hips butt and legs.I have been a gym bro most of my life like hardcore.My highest weight was 170 and I’ve always maintained virtually zero body fat.I have a super fast metabolism.It takes a ridiculous amount of time and dedication to achieve what I did but also I know deep down I was always fighting myself.When I was an early teen I was very small probably 5 ft or so.I had a stepbrother about the same age and we experimented for a few years.Mostly the truth or dare thing which got more and more intense.I always played the feminine role that felt so natural.The culture I was brought up in made me feel like this was so wrong so I fought myself.In high school I had a best friend who I was attracted to but I never showed it.When I graduated I decided maybe I just had low testosterone so I started working out hard then I joined the military.I hated the military but I got in really good shape and eventually I met my ex wife who was very beautiful.I never had any of those thoughts with her she satisfied me fine but eventually she started to change into someone else.In fact a complete monster.She got addicted to drugs and showed herself off on social media.It was really embarrassing.She basically ruined my life.We got a divorce shortly after I left the military.After that I picked myself up and started getting serious about fitness.I also was always a good dad to our daughters and eventually she went downhill so bad I got them full time.My kids are my life.I’ve been in several relationships since but never felt a thing.I became an avid reader into the spiritual and the occult.I’ve always ate very healthy and taken different herbs but this one book I read had a program that I decided to try. I followed that program to a T and something started to happen.The goal of the program was to release the spirit.I noticed those old feelings about men started to arise more and more intensely the longer I filled this path.I began really focusing on my glutes in the gym almost unconsciously and it felt great.I was always staring at my bum in the mirror and it started to look more and more feminine.I started applying lotions every night.I somehow ran across this forum during that time and I became so intrigued.From all of my reading I decided to try barlowes PM.What the heck maybe it will make my butt bigger.I started with one pill in the morning and one before bed.A week into it WHOA my nipples we’re protruding and sensitive.Another week and I upped my dose to 4 a day.I had buds and they felt really good.3rd week they were really growing and I got freaked out threw them away and quit.I ordered some ancestral supplements testosterone booster which is a liver granular supplement and hit the gym hard again trying to forget about it all.I did the cycle for 30 days and got really strong.Nipples went away almost immediately into the cycle.Shortly after that the government shutdown happened and I unexpectedly lost my cushion office job.I had to find something fast and took a more physically demanding job.I lost weight very quickly with the amount of calories I was burning but my bum stayed interestingly.So I’m taking this as a sign screw it im gonna do something that I enjoy and I don’t really care anymore.I’ve always gotten the shit end of the stick so I’m gonna do what makes me happy.I did a lot of reading on Bovine ovary and as I mentioned I have experience with grandulars although on the other side of things.Im going to take a cycle of Solary female hormone blend and see what results I get.After that if I’m not happy with results I’m going to try a BO and PG stack.I will post a before pic shortly and keep updated throughout my experience.
About me:I’m 34 years old and 5ft10.Weigh around 153 pounds.I plan to grow small breast honestly I’m not so much worried about how big just want them to be sensitive.My main goal is to really feminize my hips butt and legs.I have been a gym bro most of my life like hardcore.My highest weight was 170 and I’ve always maintained virtually zero body fat.I have a super fast metabolism.It takes a ridiculous amount of time and dedication to achieve what I did but also I know deep down I was always fighting myself.When I was an early teen I was very small probably 5 ft or so.I had a stepbrother about the same age and we experimented for a few years.Mostly the truth or dare thing which got more and more intense.I always played the feminine role that felt so natural.The culture I was brought up in made me feel like this was so wrong so I fought myself.In high school I had a best friend who I was attracted to but I never showed it.When I graduated I decided maybe I just had low testosterone so I started working out hard then I joined the military.I hated the military but I got in really good shape and eventually I met my ex wife who was very beautiful.I never had any of those thoughts with her she satisfied me fine but eventually she started to change into someone else.In fact a complete monster.She got addicted to drugs and showed herself off on social media.It was really embarrassing.She basically ruined my life.We got a divorce shortly after I left the military.After that I picked myself up and started getting serious about fitness.I also was always a good dad to our daughters and eventually she went downhill so bad I got them full time.My kids are my life.I’ve been in several relationships since but never felt a thing.I became an avid reader into the spiritual and the occult.I’ve always ate very healthy and taken different herbs but this one book I read had a program that I decided to try. I followed that program to a T and something started to happen.The goal of the program was to release the spirit.I noticed those old feelings about men started to arise more and more intensely the longer I filled this path.I began really focusing on my glutes in the gym almost unconsciously and it felt great.I was always staring at my bum in the mirror and it started to look more and more feminine.I started applying lotions every night.I somehow ran across this forum during that time and I became so intrigued.From all of my reading I decided to try barlowes PM.What the heck maybe it will make my butt bigger.I started with one pill in the morning and one before bed.A week into it WHOA my nipples we’re protruding and sensitive.Another week and I upped my dose to 4 a day.I had buds and they felt really good.3rd week they were really growing and I got freaked out threw them away and quit.I ordered some ancestral supplements testosterone booster which is a liver granular supplement and hit the gym hard again trying to forget about it all.I did the cycle for 30 days and got really strong.Nipples went away almost immediately into the cycle.Shortly after that the government shutdown happened and I unexpectedly lost my cushion office job.I had to find something fast and took a more physically demanding job.I lost weight very quickly with the amount of calories I was burning but my bum stayed interestingly.So I’m taking this as a sign screw it im gonna do something that I enjoy and I don’t really care anymore.I’ve always gotten the shit end of the stick so I’m gonna do what makes me happy.I did a lot of reading on Bovine ovary and as I mentioned I have experience with grandulars although on the other side of things.Im going to take a cycle of Solary female hormone blend and see what results I get.After that if I’m not happy with results I’m going to try a BO and PG stack.I will post a before pic shortly and keep updated throughout my experience.