09-02-2023, 09:51 PM
Hi all!
As I've been lurking for not so long here I might as well introduce me and my experiences. Who knows, maybe someone
find my personal findings useful in some way. I've been mostly active over at the ainterolherbs.com forum but since their
site seems to be down and unstable for the last year or so I might as well continue here.
I've had a strong female/feminine pull since I can first remember. Growing up in my teens (early 1980's) there were so many distractions
that I didn't have time to delve deep into myself very good. At the time that was not a problem for me. On one hand, I feel confident and
settled as a male on all levels but there has always been a part of me that wanted to be female. Not just at the experimental stage as
many young people may feel.
For one, I very early on experimented with anal stimulation and liked it A LOT. No, I'm not a submissive and I do not feel attracted to the
male physicality AT ALL. I find a mans body a big turn off. So I certainly am not gay. However a "girl" with a D works very well with me.
On top of that I have always adored the female wardrobe. They seem to have all the fun clothes.I have been dressing up in feminine clothing
at home for more years than I can count and I think to some level I can understand why women love clothes. I think. =)
Anyway, I know firmly where my sexuality lies. I have no problem with my masculine side of things and have no wish to transition to a woman
in any way. I do however have a strong attraction to be a little bit female on my own terms, if that makes any sense.
I have had these urges and thoughts for a very long time. I'm 50+ now, so have a fairly good collection of life experiences and personal
insights. The first thing I did, of course, when I found out about chemically "adjusting" your body towards the feminine, was to read up
on it as much as possible.
After reading up, I finally took the jump into using the available OTC compounds available. This decision was not lighly made. If I were
18yo it may have had been an issue, but at 50+, it was not a spur-of-the-moment desicion in any way.
I decided to make my longings into reality in March 1st 2021. I bought two bottles of BO. The only reaction my body had to that was
that my testicles felt cold. Somewhat like when you get cold spots when taking Morphine. When the BO was finished I had a really hard time
finding a new supply so settled on other pills, Fabolous Breasts and Total Curve. When those pills were finished, without any results, I had
read at several places that PM (Pueraria Mirifica) was the wonder plant. Said and done, I ordered some from ShyToBuy and started off at 250mg
morning and evening for a while.
This is where I now set the start of my official start to grow breasts.
When those pills were done and I had no change I ordered from eBay. Nuke Nutrition from a seller in France (600mg) pills and started to take
them once or twice a day for a while.
From 12th of August I had found out about Red Reishi, as an anti-androgen, and were taking 750mg/day PM and 1000mg/day Reishi.
After a while I went on to 1200mg PM and 1000mg RR per day. Split 50/50 morning and evening for a time.
This went on for a while until I decided on Ainterol 500mg/pill as many had given them many good recommendations.
The only change to my body was softer skin. to my body and my faith was seriously dwindling that herbal medication was the way. or
even worked. Fortunately I trusted some posts at Ainterolherbs.com to keep going as things, as they said, didn't have a fixed
time for results. I was perhaps a little impatioent.
Being a bit frustrated by now, six months in since I started, I wanted something, anything to happen......
More to follow as I split the experience into two parts. =)
As I've been lurking for not so long here I might as well introduce me and my experiences. Who knows, maybe someone
find my personal findings useful in some way. I've been mostly active over at the ainterolherbs.com forum but since their
site seems to be down and unstable for the last year or so I might as well continue here.
I've had a strong female/feminine pull since I can first remember. Growing up in my teens (early 1980's) there were so many distractions
that I didn't have time to delve deep into myself very good. At the time that was not a problem for me. On one hand, I feel confident and
settled as a male on all levels but there has always been a part of me that wanted to be female. Not just at the experimental stage as
many young people may feel.
For one, I very early on experimented with anal stimulation and liked it A LOT. No, I'm not a submissive and I do not feel attracted to the
male physicality AT ALL. I find a mans body a big turn off. So I certainly am not gay. However a "girl" with a D works very well with me.
On top of that I have always adored the female wardrobe. They seem to have all the fun clothes.I have been dressing up in feminine clothing
at home for more years than I can count and I think to some level I can understand why women love clothes. I think. =)
Anyway, I know firmly where my sexuality lies. I have no problem with my masculine side of things and have no wish to transition to a woman
in any way. I do however have a strong attraction to be a little bit female on my own terms, if that makes any sense.
I have had these urges and thoughts for a very long time. I'm 50+ now, so have a fairly good collection of life experiences and personal
insights. The first thing I did, of course, when I found out about chemically "adjusting" your body towards the feminine, was to read up
on it as much as possible.
After reading up, I finally took the jump into using the available OTC compounds available. This decision was not lighly made. If I were
18yo it may have had been an issue, but at 50+, it was not a spur-of-the-moment desicion in any way.
I decided to make my longings into reality in March 1st 2021. I bought two bottles of BO. The only reaction my body had to that was
that my testicles felt cold. Somewhat like when you get cold spots when taking Morphine. When the BO was finished I had a really hard time
finding a new supply so settled on other pills, Fabolous Breasts and Total Curve. When those pills were finished, without any results, I had
read at several places that PM (Pueraria Mirifica) was the wonder plant. Said and done, I ordered some from ShyToBuy and started off at 250mg
morning and evening for a while.
This is where I now set the start of my official start to grow breasts.
When those pills were done and I had no change I ordered from eBay. Nuke Nutrition from a seller in France (600mg) pills and started to take
them once or twice a day for a while.
From 12th of August I had found out about Red Reishi, as an anti-androgen, and were taking 750mg/day PM and 1000mg/day Reishi.
After a while I went on to 1200mg PM and 1000mg RR per day. Split 50/50 morning and evening for a time.
This went on for a while until I decided on Ainterol 500mg/pill as many had given them many good recommendations.
The only change to my body was softer skin. to my body and my faith was seriously dwindling that herbal medication was the way. or
even worked. Fortunately I trusted some posts at Ainterolherbs.com to keep going as things, as they said, didn't have a fixed
time for results. I was perhaps a little impatioent.
Being a bit frustrated by now, six months in since I started, I wanted something, anything to happen......
More to follow as I split the experience into two parts. =)
