And am already the bad person accused of ruing a person's day....how sad.
Let me tell you about Drews day and something about Drew, nothing about boobs, sorry just thoughts.
Tomorrow is my granddaughters 10th Birthday. I'm not an idiot, I was simply prematurely enthusiastically reproductive and had kids before i had time to finish growing up myself. Anyway, well actually it's 2AM now so it's today. Am dressed for the garden, it's the middle of the night but warm, so bikini, t-shirt and wellies. Look quite ridiculous the little Wellington boots are a passion killer but im terrified that what may be crawling in the grass may crawl up my legs, I'm paranoid when it comes to creatures that may want to feed off my blood, hence the wellies with tick repellant but nobody about at this time to see me but digressing about my fears so on with it.
Been working so now going to the garden middle of the night preparing for the event, watering the flowers, blowing up balloons, cleaning the pool and doing the nasty... scrubbing the grunge off the barbecue which I forgot to do last time I used it which was last year. Its a pleasure not a chore, just to see a precious smile on a beautiful little girls face is priceless which makes decorations, cleaning and scrubbing in the night an absolute joy.
Happy birthday balloons and really cute red heart ones that will look great on the apple trees. She loves dressing up so amongst other thing got a reproduction vintage polka dot 50s style dress and a matching headband, the latter caused me hours of frustrated searching to find. Hope she likes them. Getting distracted again, so on with it.
I am not nice generally speaking, i have absolutely no tolerance for mobbing or discrimination and can be aggressive if provoked, I work very, very long hours for what I have which means sacrifices are unavoidable.
Now that is no excuse for irregular misbehaviour or especially no excuse for neglecting those who need me the most, work and sleep with an absolute disregard for those who need my time is inexcusable. Is why after finishing work I'm in the garden in a pathetic attempt to deserve the love I'm given and make a day for a person who is precious to me a little bit special in trying to validate the love i unreservedly receive. And try to show the unconditional and immense love I feel for that little person.
But no Drew isn't nice have been upsetting people again, should be enjoying herself and cherishing the evenings preparations but am in a foul mood now and not prepared to have everything ruined so getting away for a bit before everybody wakes up. It's going to be a wonderful day anyway.
Well that is Drew, strong, passionate and will defend myself but am not invincible and can be vulnerable if you know where to stab. And that's Drews day.....or night.
Think I may be deleting this, revealing too much about Drews weaknesses.
Don't post when emotional and hurt....bad Drew!