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I thought I would show my size many months off NBE. The breasts definitely didn't go away. A little less full, but they are there.
(25-01-2022, 09:53 PM)PerkyAcups Wrote: [ -> ]Hello all. Been a while since I last posted. Still not using any form of NBE. I am afraid if my breasts got any bigger they might be hard to hide.
I thought I would show my size many months off NBE. The breasts definitely didn't go away. A little less full, but they are there.
Nice, How do you feel about them? Do you enjoy them or regret them? Would you go smaller or bigger if you did it again? How long were you on for? I am sorry but your thread in ainterol appears to have been nuked.
Nice to see an update, I'm new to this whole thing and the forum, and right now that's the kind of development I'm looking for, though from reading about pink mist and such, who knows. If I can reach the budding stage, that would be a triumph! I'm actually more interested in areola/nipple development than the breast itself, but I'm guessing you can't pick and choose! ;-)
PerkyAcups Wrote: Wrote:Hello all. Been a while since I last posted. Still not using any form of NBE. I am afraid if my breasts got any bigger they might be hard to hide.
I thought I would show my size many months off NBE. The breasts definitely didn't go away. A little less full, but they are there.
Nice, How do you feel about them? Do you enjoy them or regret them? Would you go smaller or bigger if you did it again? How long were you on for? I am sorry but your thread in ainterol appears to have been nuked.
It is really hard to explain how I feel about them. How I feel changes from day to day and even throughout the day.
I don't like how my T shirts fit me now. My strong masculine chest filled the whole upper part of the shirt. Now my breasts push my shirt out in the middle of my chest but not the upper part of the chest. Tshirts just look funny on me. I am glad it is winter and I can wear jeans and button down shirts. But I guess that is what makes them breasts and what makes them look like breasts.
Other things I don't like about them is being topless in front of friends. I do not think my breasts are so big I can't go topless. I don't even know if my friends would notice, but I feel like my breasts are protruding from chest and hard not to notice. I am very self conscious about them.
I do not like how my breasts have changed my posture. I used to hold my shoulders back and have good posture, but I have noticed I am pulling my shoulders more forward. When I make an effort to have good posture I feel like it looks like I am purposely trying to push my breasts out. It feels kind of like they are out in front of me or something.
I do not like how skinny my arms have gotten.
I like looking at myself naked in the mirror and think damn, you have breasts.
I like laying on my back at night and without touch you can feel your breasts pushing up off my chest. I run my hands up my body to feel how my breasts sticks out even though I am laying down flat. I think wow, those are breasts.
I started NBE just as a fetish. I enjoy a little SPH and thought having breasts and a hairless small penis would be the ultimate humiliation fetish. Turns out I was right. I really enjoy the kinky and embarrassing part of having breasts. As much as I get nervous about being topless in front of friends it is more of a kinky nervousness. Like my secret is out. They are going to notice I have female breasts.
I like that this fetish is permanent and I can't turn on and turn off the embarrassment when it is good for me. This can be hard and not always fun. but that is what makes is hot.
I like that I am always aware of my breasts. Typing right now I can feel my breasts pushing out and feeling full.
I like (and dislike) that my nipples have gotten bigger. Even when they are not hard you can see them through shirts. And they get rock hard at the drop of a hat.
I am on the fence on if I regret it or not. I would say I like my breasts and would be disappointed if they went away. But if I had it to do over again I would not do it again.
I think my breasts are a good size for me. I wanted real female permanent breasts that weren't too big and noticeable. I think I am there right now. I am working on getting in better shape. I want to see what I look like then and decide if I need to go bigger. I will say reading this forum makes it really hard not to start again.
Part of me wants them to be just a little bigger, or a little more feminine looking. Just a little more obvious. But that scares me also.
Sorry, I freaked out and deleted all of my ainterol posts. I regret that now.
I did a lot of starting and stopping at high doses for about a year. I didn't want to bud (it was just about the rush) so I would take it for a few weeks get super nervous and stop. After a few weeks I would feel better and start again. It really was a rush taking the pills knowing each one was tightening the rope on having real breasts. It was such a rush I couldn't stop. Along the way I ended up budding. That rush is what will draw me back in someday I am sure.
The thing I like best is knowing I have female breasts and not being able to do a thing about it. And it is what I hate the most about having breasts.
(26-01-2022, 01:55 PM)pennynorth Wrote: [ -> ]Nice to see an update, I'm new to this whole thing and the forum, and right now that's the kind of development I'm looking for, though from reading about pink mist and such, who knows. If I can reach the budding stage, that would be a triumph! I'm actually more interested in areola/nipple development than the breast itself, but I'm guessing you can't pick and choose! ;-)
welcome to the group. I don't my areolas changed much. I do have a perfectly round white ring around my areola. Like I got a tan everywhere but that there. I am not sure what that is. I have heard it is where my skin has expanded for the breasts. But nipples got bigger and get hard very easily.
I think if my areolas grew it would make my breasts look MUCH more feminine.
There is a wealth of information on here and lots of very knowledgeable people. I would listen to their advice and start slow. Take some beginning pictures and progress pictures.
(26-01-2022, 09:15 PM)PerkyAcups Wrote: [ -> ] But nipples got bigger and get hard very easily.
I think if my areolas grew it would make my breasts look MUCH more feminine.
There is a wealth of information on here and lots of very knowledgeable people. I would listen to their advice and start slow. Take some beginning pictures and progress pictures.
Thanks for the welcome, I'm having a very enlightening time reading through advice and experiences, timelines and so many posts of encouragement and drawbacks. Slow and steady is very much my method. I've been using supplenips and the various nipple suckers for years, but that only ever worked on the nipple itself. This forum is like a light going off in my brain! "Ohh... it is/might be possible!". I should work on an intro post as things have taken hold far quicker than I ever expected. I've been experimenting for just a couple of weeks and changes are a-changing!
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attachment=18580]Hello everyone. It has been a few months since my last update. I still haven't been on any form of NBE for I don't know how many months. Long enough to say the breasts i have are here to stay. I say it is safe to say i have breasts. I posted updated pictures I took today. I am really curious what everyone thinks compared to my last update.
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