04-06-2021, 05:09 AM
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Hello everyone, I have posted in a while and thought I would give an update. I am still on a break from PM. I haven't kept track of the time, but it has been several months since I last was on NBE. I lost some of the fullness, they don't feel as heavy. But I didn't lose much in size. Which I know is small. But my intention all along was small breasts. As of today I am measuring a 41" bust 38" band. I am wondering what a 42 would look like.
I took my nipple rings out a few wees ago. It feels very strange not having them. My nipples have grown. Probably due mostly to having the nipples pierced. They show through all of my tshirts. I think my areola's have grown a little. Maybe even a little darker. I feel having the piercings out is adding to the feminine look of my breasts and I like that.
I attached a few new pictures. I have never attached a side view or under view. So I thought I would give those a try.
I know my breasts are small and to be honest I have had so many starts and stops I don't really know where I am. I have had the donut shaped hollow ring around my areolas for a long time now. I normally gently run my fingers around my areolas and feel the ring and think it is still there but not any bigger. Last night I pushed my finger into the hollow feeling nipple and with my thumb and finger grabbed all the way around one side of the donut. I was rather shocked how thick the donut was. It felt the same on the top as I normally felt, but it went much deeper than I realized. Is that a breast bud?
I just wish I knew where I am. Do I have actual breast tissue or just moobs or buds. Heck some days I think they look strong and masculine. I wish I knew what people thought when they see my chest. I think I have a habit of seeing what I want to see.
Which may not be reality.
I never really remember budding. I did so many starts and stops and high doses. I feel certain the donut ring I feel is not going away. So is that a bud? Does that mean I have breast tissue now or am I just stuck in a budding phase.
Why is my nipple hollow feeling. Everything I have read says when budding you will feel the nipples attached to the buds. I did read maybe the starting and stopping caused this. I guess I am just confused.
My breasts are a great size I think. I wish they were just a little more pointy or something to make them look a little more like feminine breasts. Not knowing what I have going on is making me nervous to start another short round of PM.
I took my nipple rings out a few wees ago. It feels very strange not having them. My nipples have grown. Probably due mostly to having the nipples pierced. They show through all of my tshirts. I think my areola's have grown a little. Maybe even a little darker. I feel having the piercings out is adding to the feminine look of my breasts and I like that.
I attached a few new pictures. I have never attached a side view or under view. So I thought I would give those a try.
I know my breasts are small and to be honest I have had so many starts and stops I don't really know where I am. I have had the donut shaped hollow ring around my areolas for a long time now. I normally gently run my fingers around my areolas and feel the ring and think it is still there but not any bigger. Last night I pushed my finger into the hollow feeling nipple and with my thumb and finger grabbed all the way around one side of the donut. I was rather shocked how thick the donut was. It felt the same on the top as I normally felt, but it went much deeper than I realized. Is that a breast bud?
I just wish I knew where I am. Do I have actual breast tissue or just moobs or buds. Heck some days I think they look strong and masculine. I wish I knew what people thought when they see my chest. I think I have a habit of seeing what I want to see.
Which may not be reality.
I never really remember budding. I did so many starts and stops and high doses. I feel certain the donut ring I feel is not going away. So is that a bud? Does that mean I have breast tissue now or am I just stuck in a budding phase.
Why is my nipple hollow feeling. Everything I have read says when budding you will feel the nipples attached to the buds. I did read maybe the starting and stopping caused this. I guess I am just confused.
My breasts are a great size I think. I wish they were just a little more pointy or something to make them look a little more like feminine breasts. Not knowing what I have going on is making me nervous to start another short round of PM.