29-09-2011, 10:58 AM
2 years later
December 3 2008 at 6:33 PM
Dee (Login moonstruck61)
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this is where I am at 2 years.
The first 6 months of 2007 I did herbals then the last half of 2007 I began taking 100mg daily of spiro and birth control pills (Ginette 35 .035mg)
In Feb 2008 I began injecting 40mg weekly of Estradiol Valerate.
In Sept 2008 I added progesterone to my regime.
Now I inject 40mg of estrogen once a week for three weeks then I inject 50mg of progesterone on the 4th week,
So there's 3 weeks of estrogen and one week of progesterone is repeating cycles.
I also now take 200mg daily of spiro.
My testosterone level is 15 ng/dl which is below what is *normal* for natal females. In other words, there is just about none in my system.
For a normal, healthy male, the rock bottom testosterone level should be no lower than 250 ng/dl and that's considered to be extremely low, *normal* levels range from 600 to 1200 ng/dl
Hormonally I am now female.
http://bayimg.com/FAMpDaaBd
Don't fap too much please... ;-)
Oh, when the small pic shows you can click it and get a full screen tit shot. ;-)
Author Reply
biniah
(Login Biniah37) Wow December 3 2008, 7:24 PM
Those are some impressive results. Question for ya, with your T levels so low, are you past the point of no return in terms of sexual function? I'm guessing you have no desire for children in the future. Also where did you start out at? Were you totally flat?
Dee
(Login moonstruck61) Re: 2 years later December 3 2008, 10:58 PM
"Those are some impressive results. Question for ya, with your T levels so low, are you past the point of no return in terms of sexual function? I'm guessing you have no desire for children in the future. Also where did you start out at? Were you totally flat?"
Thank you!
Ok, lemme be totally clinical here.
One thing I forgot to mention is that I am 48yro. That plays a part in it.
Had I started many years ago I'm sure I would have had WAAAAAAAAAY better results.
As to sexual function. Well, technically that horrible thing down there is capable of erection and orgasm but orgasm is very difficult.
It takes way longer to "get off" and sometimes it seems almost impossible. Personally, I have no interest in the bits down below and pretty much try like hell to pretend them away. The idea of using them disgusts me and I can not imagine myself using them for sex.
That doesn't mean I have no sexual desire though, because I do. Very much so. But when my mind wanders to that subject I do not think about genitals. At least not mine. It's a very different thing now. Like guys just want to stick it in and f**k something, anything, get off and go back to watching football. How I feel is not at all like that. I have this over powering desire to hug and snuggle and cuddle, it's a burning passion that words can't come close to describing. Sex isn't important to me, passion is. Things of the heart. Ya know?
It's hard to explain but like I have a boyfriend and when I think about him my chest gets all fluttery inside, a sort of a rush, excitement. But not sexual excitement, it's just burning passion to embrace him tightly and, and.......... OMG....... That's where words fail me. I know other women know what I'm talking about. It's just so hard to explain it to a man, if not impossible.
Anyway...
Another thing to know, the testicles have shrank to about 1/5 their old size and almost difficult to locate now. They also are no longer functional. Ejaculation can happen but it's only a very small amount of clear fluid at most about 1/4 teaspoon but usually much less. Sperm production is zero. The little swimmers are dead forever. I am sterile and far past the point of no return. Even if I was to stop taking hormones and AA's, I will forever be sterile. I don't care. I have no intention of bringing more kids into the world. I have two children that are now adults and have kids of their own. One of my big wishes for 2009 is to have a orchi, aka castration. They are useless and only an annoyance to me and I want them removed asap. I hate them with a passion. The sooner the better.
As to my chest. Well, two years ago I could take my shirt off in front of anyone. I had a *little* bit of gyne then but for being 46yro at the time it was nothing unusual and no one ever even noticed. I could walk around in public bare chested.
Never again. If I tried that now I'm sure someone would call the cops on me. :-)
Eventually I may opt to have a boob job but I'm going to wait a year or two more and see how much more I can get out of hormones.
Lastly, I measured and according to what I can figure using an assortment of those stupid bra size calculators, I'm a B cup. And a B cup fits me.
However a friend of mine tells me she thinks I'm a C cup because she was professionally fitted for a bra and she wears a B cup however my boobs are bigger than hers. So, go figure.
Just keep in mind that I am a transsexual woman in transition and fully intend to have SRS/GRS in the not to distant future. I'm not a shemale or he/she or a CD. I'm not a man by any measure. I'm a woman that was born with a horrific and disfiguring birth defect, a male type body.
I'm doing everything within my power to correct that birth defect.
Jim
(no login) Re: 2 years later December 30 2008, 1:13 AM
Your nipples look just like a womans. Did you do anything to help them along or did they just grow along with the rest of the breast. I know from all of your previous posts that they are sensitive. The diameter of them looks great.
December 3 2008 at 6:33 PM
Dee (Login moonstruck61)
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this is where I am at 2 years.
The first 6 months of 2007 I did herbals then the last half of 2007 I began taking 100mg daily of spiro and birth control pills (Ginette 35 .035mg)
In Feb 2008 I began injecting 40mg weekly of Estradiol Valerate.
In Sept 2008 I added progesterone to my regime.
Now I inject 40mg of estrogen once a week for three weeks then I inject 50mg of progesterone on the 4th week,
So there's 3 weeks of estrogen and one week of progesterone is repeating cycles.
I also now take 200mg daily of spiro.
My testosterone level is 15 ng/dl which is below what is *normal* for natal females. In other words, there is just about none in my system.
For a normal, healthy male, the rock bottom testosterone level should be no lower than 250 ng/dl and that's considered to be extremely low, *normal* levels range from 600 to 1200 ng/dl
Hormonally I am now female.
http://bayimg.com/FAMpDaaBd
Don't fap too much please... ;-)
Oh, when the small pic shows you can click it and get a full screen tit shot. ;-)
Author Reply
biniah
(Login Biniah37) Wow December 3 2008, 7:24 PM
Those are some impressive results. Question for ya, with your T levels so low, are you past the point of no return in terms of sexual function? I'm guessing you have no desire for children in the future. Also where did you start out at? Were you totally flat?
Dee
(Login moonstruck61) Re: 2 years later December 3 2008, 10:58 PM
"Those are some impressive results. Question for ya, with your T levels so low, are you past the point of no return in terms of sexual function? I'm guessing you have no desire for children in the future. Also where did you start out at? Were you totally flat?"
Thank you!
Ok, lemme be totally clinical here.
One thing I forgot to mention is that I am 48yro. That plays a part in it.
Had I started many years ago I'm sure I would have had WAAAAAAAAAY better results.
As to sexual function. Well, technically that horrible thing down there is capable of erection and orgasm but orgasm is very difficult.
It takes way longer to "get off" and sometimes it seems almost impossible. Personally, I have no interest in the bits down below and pretty much try like hell to pretend them away. The idea of using them disgusts me and I can not imagine myself using them for sex.
That doesn't mean I have no sexual desire though, because I do. Very much so. But when my mind wanders to that subject I do not think about genitals. At least not mine. It's a very different thing now. Like guys just want to stick it in and f**k something, anything, get off and go back to watching football. How I feel is not at all like that. I have this over powering desire to hug and snuggle and cuddle, it's a burning passion that words can't come close to describing. Sex isn't important to me, passion is. Things of the heart. Ya know?
It's hard to explain but like I have a boyfriend and when I think about him my chest gets all fluttery inside, a sort of a rush, excitement. But not sexual excitement, it's just burning passion to embrace him tightly and, and.......... OMG....... That's where words fail me. I know other women know what I'm talking about. It's just so hard to explain it to a man, if not impossible.
Anyway...
Another thing to know, the testicles have shrank to about 1/5 their old size and almost difficult to locate now. They also are no longer functional. Ejaculation can happen but it's only a very small amount of clear fluid at most about 1/4 teaspoon but usually much less. Sperm production is zero. The little swimmers are dead forever. I am sterile and far past the point of no return. Even if I was to stop taking hormones and AA's, I will forever be sterile. I don't care. I have no intention of bringing more kids into the world. I have two children that are now adults and have kids of their own. One of my big wishes for 2009 is to have a orchi, aka castration. They are useless and only an annoyance to me and I want them removed asap. I hate them with a passion. The sooner the better.
As to my chest. Well, two years ago I could take my shirt off in front of anyone. I had a *little* bit of gyne then but for being 46yro at the time it was nothing unusual and no one ever even noticed. I could walk around in public bare chested.
Never again. If I tried that now I'm sure someone would call the cops on me. :-)
Eventually I may opt to have a boob job but I'm going to wait a year or two more and see how much more I can get out of hormones.
Lastly, I measured and according to what I can figure using an assortment of those stupid bra size calculators, I'm a B cup. And a B cup fits me.
However a friend of mine tells me she thinks I'm a C cup because she was professionally fitted for a bra and she wears a B cup however my boobs are bigger than hers. So, go figure.
Just keep in mind that I am a transsexual woman in transition and fully intend to have SRS/GRS in the not to distant future. I'm not a shemale or he/she or a CD. I'm not a man by any measure. I'm a woman that was born with a horrific and disfiguring birth defect, a male type body.
I'm doing everything within my power to correct that birth defect.
Jim
(no login) Re: 2 years later December 30 2008, 1:13 AM
Your nipples look just like a womans. Did you do anything to help them along or did they just grow along with the rest of the breast. I know from all of your previous posts that they are sensitive. The diameter of them looks great.