02-12-2021, 11:23 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-12-2021, 11:26 PM by PerkyAcups.)
I have been really self conscious of my breasts lately. I don't like the way my t-shirts fit anymore. I am self conscious when people I know see me without a shirt. My arms have gotten really skinny because of loss of muscle and having lost the desire to lift weights.
But, there is the other side of me that likes having breasts and wishes they were just a little more feminine or a little bigger. And sometimes like the embarrassment of being a man with breasts.
When I am living my daily life, working, hunting, working on the ranch I realize this is me being my true self and I think how much I miss my masculine body. I look in the mirror getting out of the shower and I think damn those are breasts and what a mistake i have made. But I would say about 15% of the time I like my breasts.
I have read a lot about tamoxifen. It seems if you have had gynocemastia for more than a year or two it is isn't effective, but it you take it within in the first year or so it has decent results at reducing the size of the breasts tissue. So I figured I haven't had breasts for too long. I know tamoxifen won't totally make my breast buds go away, but this is my last chance to possibly make my breasts smaller. If it doesn't work I can live with my breasts and learn to enjoy the fetish that lead me down this path.
I know everyone must be thinking why would you come to a website like this talking about getting rid of my breasts. Please don't take offense. I love reading each of y'alls threads and appreciate every comment and advice given to me. I feel like a more open minded person because of this journey. Reading the topics on this website is what keeps me wanting breasts.
Am I crazy for going to all the trouble to grow breasts and now trying to reverse? Is there any hope Tamoxifen will work? I couldn't find any topic online about anyone doing nbe and then trying to reverse it.
But, there is the other side of me that likes having breasts and wishes they were just a little more feminine or a little bigger. And sometimes like the embarrassment of being a man with breasts.
When I am living my daily life, working, hunting, working on the ranch I realize this is me being my true self and I think how much I miss my masculine body. I look in the mirror getting out of the shower and I think damn those are breasts and what a mistake i have made. But I would say about 15% of the time I like my breasts.
I have read a lot about tamoxifen. It seems if you have had gynocemastia for more than a year or two it is isn't effective, but it you take it within in the first year or so it has decent results at reducing the size of the breasts tissue. So I figured I haven't had breasts for too long. I know tamoxifen won't totally make my breast buds go away, but this is my last chance to possibly make my breasts smaller. If it doesn't work I can live with my breasts and learn to enjoy the fetish that lead me down this path.
I know everyone must be thinking why would you come to a website like this talking about getting rid of my breasts. Please don't take offense. I love reading each of y'alls threads and appreciate every comment and advice given to me. I feel like a more open minded person because of this journey. Reading the topics on this website is what keeps me wanting breasts.
Am I crazy for going to all the trouble to grow breasts and now trying to reverse? Is there any hope Tamoxifen will work? I couldn't find any topic online about anyone doing nbe and then trying to reverse it.