it`s lovely to hear from you again! 
and I fully understand the whole taking time away from all things Trans so you can get your own head sorted out as a Person, it`s all part of the discovery really, I did the exact same thing myself for a year as well, it`s just something you need to do really.
I must admit, your post made me smile almost the entire way through, as it doesn`t seem like 5 mins ago (and I still have the logs on my fone) since you were trying to convince me that you were Gender-fluid and had no desire at all to fully transition! and I never bought it for a second LOL
I guess sometimes it just takes that push to get you past that initial mental block and you`re off like a racehorse, I`m so pleased you`ve finally found You, the REAL You! xx
and I fully understand the whole taking time away from all things Trans so you can get your own head sorted out as a Person, it`s all part of the discovery really, I did the exact same thing myself for a year as well, it`s just something you need to do really.
I must admit, your post made me smile almost the entire way through, as it doesn`t seem like 5 mins ago (and I still have the logs on my fone) since you were trying to convince me that you were Gender-fluid and had no desire at all to fully transition! and I never bought it for a second LOL
I guess sometimes it just takes that push to get you past that initial mental block and you`re off like a racehorse, I`m so pleased you`ve finally found You, the REAL You! xx