30-04-2018, 11:12 AM
This is where I find myself at the moment; I have this intense desire to feel like a woman both inside and out, but I simply can't ever present as female. I'd be such a disappointment to my parents and an embarrassment to my children, and I simply don't have the emotional fortitude nor the courage to lose the people close to me. If I can transition in secret and still present male, then I am happy with that considering the alternatives.