[Katie]

Katie, what I mean is the fatigue from too much femininity in my life and desire to crawl back to the safety and comfort of the old male life. It happened regularly in the past. I pray I'll be able to just run and run forward from now on. And have some fun of course. And by the way, many thanks for your educative posts about skin care and all sorts. Very useful!

Thanks for the comments!

I understand  
You`re probably running ahead too fast, any and ALL transitions are made uo of lots and lots of baby steps, for instance, just putting on female clothes and walking out the from door to go shopping on the first day you commit to transition, is just Begging for trouble! LOL
I know that you just want to Be there right now (i did)  but it`s a marathon not a race, and most of the fun is actually in the Journey itself! all the "Firsts" you`ll get to do, some will be really scary, but you`ll do then and wonder what all the fuss and worry was about, and before you know it, that "First" will become the new Normal, and you`ll move onto the next thing.
once upon a time (about 2.5 years ago), what i`m doing and enjoying now as just part of an ordinary day, was Absolutely 100% Impossible! un-thinkable, never going to happen, a pipe dream that was beyond ridiculous! I`d have bet Anything! that what I`m doing now was impossible, i`d Never do that!
I`m not going to bore you with any details, but i`m living the life of an ordinary woman, and I can`t even remember ever having been "male", how the hell did I get here!??

Lots and Lots of baby steps!  


oh, and Thank you for saying so with regards to my skin-care thread, i`m glad it was of use and help to someone   xx