17-04-2015, 11:45 PM
It feels like it has been a while since I've really posted anything worthwhile, so I guess I'll give it a shot.
So it has been nearly 5 months since I have started. I have seen some development of my chest, and some possible slight changes in my mental state. Of course, the later is not exactly in the most stable of states to begin with.
So a few nights ago, in the interest of a sort of self measurement, as I was getting ready for bed, curiosity got the better of me. As I was massaging my chest I wondered if I could lick my nip. To my surprise I was able to reach. By all means I am not that developed so that was interesting to me. Next day in the morning, getting ready for work, I wondered if I had just imagined that I could reach. Sadly it turned out, that perhaps it was a dream and it really didn't happen. It's not like I kept at it, so it is possible that it was just my imagination. I didn't think any more of it.
That evening I figured, what the heck, I will give it one more try just to be sure I wasn't going crazy. Again I was surprised, I could reach! Okay, so that was a bit weird. Next morning, nada, couldn't reach again. So apparently my chest is slightly fuller in the evening. I wasn't aware that was possible. Yes I know our bodies retain water etc, and there's a greater chance that by the time the evening comes we're retaining a lot more water than the start of the day. I just didn't think it would affect the size of my chest. Anyways, that was an interesting self observation of myself. Got me thinking that perhaps I should drink a lot more water.
Another self observation I've noticed is that I've had a strong desire to wear a dress. Perhaps it stems from some nighties that I bought recently. Usually I wear camisoles, but someone suggested I try a slip, chemise, etc. I hadn't really given them much thought, but I figured sure why not. Well as it turns out, I liked them. I liked the way the looked and felt. So it has left me wanting to try some dresses. I am on the fence, as I cannot see that practicality of it. It's not like I am going to go out in public wearing a dress, so what's the point? Why the sudden desire as well? There could be a myriad of factors. Who knows.
There are some other observations I want to share, but perhaps I'll save those for another time.
Please feel free to share your thoughts, or personal experiences as well. But please keep it PG.
So it has been nearly 5 months since I have started. I have seen some development of my chest, and some possible slight changes in my mental state. Of course, the later is not exactly in the most stable of states to begin with.
So a few nights ago, in the interest of a sort of self measurement, as I was getting ready for bed, curiosity got the better of me. As I was massaging my chest I wondered if I could lick my nip. To my surprise I was able to reach. By all means I am not that developed so that was interesting to me. Next day in the morning, getting ready for work, I wondered if I had just imagined that I could reach. Sadly it turned out, that perhaps it was a dream and it really didn't happen. It's not like I kept at it, so it is possible that it was just my imagination. I didn't think any more of it.
That evening I figured, what the heck, I will give it one more try just to be sure I wasn't going crazy. Again I was surprised, I could reach! Okay, so that was a bit weird. Next morning, nada, couldn't reach again. So apparently my chest is slightly fuller in the evening. I wasn't aware that was possible. Yes I know our bodies retain water etc, and there's a greater chance that by the time the evening comes we're retaining a lot more water than the start of the day. I just didn't think it would affect the size of my chest. Anyways, that was an interesting self observation of myself. Got me thinking that perhaps I should drink a lot more water.
Another self observation I've noticed is that I've had a strong desire to wear a dress. Perhaps it stems from some nighties that I bought recently. Usually I wear camisoles, but someone suggested I try a slip, chemise, etc. I hadn't really given them much thought, but I figured sure why not. Well as it turns out, I liked them. I liked the way the looked and felt. So it has left me wanting to try some dresses. I am on the fence, as I cannot see that practicality of it. It's not like I am going to go out in public wearing a dress, so what's the point? Why the sudden desire as well? There could be a myriad of factors. Who knows.
There are some other observations I want to share, but perhaps I'll save those for another time.
Please feel free to share your thoughts, or personal experiences as well. But please keep it PG.