28-02-2014, 02:30 AM
I thank you for letting me join this wonderful sight.
First i am male born and lived my whole life (24yrs) as a man. Over the last 5 years i have been in a loving relationship with my GF we have had ups and downs and a few coming outs on my part and hers.
First was opening up to her that i was Bisexual then more and more till we are up to my cross-dressing and finally opening up to her about how i don't feel right and always feel trapped just plain unhappy and angry for no reason.
I admitted that i wanted to be female she actually finds it very attractive and we have been closer than ever before, this is still all so new and i have been reading about MtF, Herbs, HRT, NBE, ect anything to help me become more feminine.
Growing up was always mommies boy and emotional cried at sad movies or when something genuinely sweet happens id tear up easily and still do looking back at growing up i see it a lot things that stand out to me now showing this really is nothing new and realizing it/ accepting it feels like a huge weight has been lifted.
My whole life i feel i have putting on an act to make myself appear manly and acting tough in a lot of instances i would much rather had been soft and more understanding caring.
I am naturally chubby and had breasts young before puberty and i gained weight after high school but being tall it held well, then here recently lost a great deal of it i have thick toned legs now and a bubble butt. For a man of my size i have a very narrow waist with a wider pelvic bone and i'm still losing weight. My chest is actually an A cup but by structure very pronounced already and my mother has DDs so genetically speaking i think i'm on good grounds for NBE.
I currently do yoga and light intensity work outs so as not to bulk up and help contour my new female body to match my inner self.
This is a regular treasure trove of information and makes me even more sure that this is what i want in life i look forward to meeting and talking with everyone who feels the need. I am sure i will have tons of questions.
Love Sara.
Ps. picture is me in hose and thong ;-)
First i am male born and lived my whole life (24yrs) as a man. Over the last 5 years i have been in a loving relationship with my GF we have had ups and downs and a few coming outs on my part and hers.
First was opening up to her that i was Bisexual then more and more till we are up to my cross-dressing and finally opening up to her about how i don't feel right and always feel trapped just plain unhappy and angry for no reason.
I admitted that i wanted to be female she actually finds it very attractive and we have been closer than ever before, this is still all so new and i have been reading about MtF, Herbs, HRT, NBE, ect anything to help me become more feminine.
Growing up was always mommies boy and emotional cried at sad movies or when something genuinely sweet happens id tear up easily and still do looking back at growing up i see it a lot things that stand out to me now showing this really is nothing new and realizing it/ accepting it feels like a huge weight has been lifted.
My whole life i feel i have putting on an act to make myself appear manly and acting tough in a lot of instances i would much rather had been soft and more understanding caring.
I am naturally chubby and had breasts young before puberty and i gained weight after high school but being tall it held well, then here recently lost a great deal of it i have thick toned legs now and a bubble butt. For a man of my size i have a very narrow waist with a wider pelvic bone and i'm still losing weight. My chest is actually an A cup but by structure very pronounced already and my mother has DDs so genetically speaking i think i'm on good grounds for NBE.
I currently do yoga and light intensity work outs so as not to bulk up and help contour my new female body to match my inner self.
This is a regular treasure trove of information and makes me even more sure that this is what i want in life i look forward to meeting and talking with everyone who feels the need. I am sure i will have tons of questions.
Love Sara.
Ps. picture is me in hose and thong ;-)