27-04-2023, 02:07 PM
I can't remember a time since reaching puberty when I didn't want to have breasts. I did for a brief period wonder what it would like to be female but other than that I've always wanted to be male but have breasts then back in 2021 I started to do some research and I stumbled across this forum where I found a whole host of information which has proved to be useful in achieving my dream and on 15th January 2022 I started my journey and I perhaps should have waited as this day is also memorable for the wrong reasons too, such as, I was driving back from a customer site and a truck decided to drive into my car whilst I was on the motorway, then my girlfriend, who I'd bought a house with, decided to cheat on me (Although I found that out a few weeks later. None the less, I got home (after the accident, I thought it best to start when I was at home and not driving just in case) and started with my first dose of PM, 350mg, along with Vit D3 and calcium, I also measured myself and took some photos so I had something to compare myself with later on.
The first thing that I realised after taking the first capsule was that I started to feel a bit nauseous and light headed. It wasn't unpleasant, it was just odd.
My measurements were:
Underband = 36"
'Bust' = 38.5"
Areola = 15mm
Weight = 79KG
This is my before picture
And the measurements of my areola
I started to notice changes quite quickly and on 24th January 2022 I measured my bust and it was 39.75" but my areola and underbust remained the same. I wasn't expecting anything that quickly.
After getting to a certain point my growth plateaued and I decided to rethink my strategy. I asked myself what did I actually want? Yes, I wanted breasts, but I realised I wanted small breasts, something like an A or AA cup and I really wanted to bud so towards the end of February I started to use a progesterone cream from Wellsprings-Health. It was at this point I came home to find my partner in bed with her 'friend'. It broke me completely and I was stuck with a dilemma, am I mentally stable enough to continue, should I stop? But then again, I was now officially single, I have no one to tell me I looked stupid or be disappointed in me and I would be doing this for me and no one could take that away. I decided to continue no matter what.
Around June 2022 my mental health deteriorated, what with being cheated on, finding out that my ex had cheated on me the day of the accident in January and suffering from PTSD from a previous relationship where I was a victim of domestic abuse, I tried to take my own life. At that point I decided to seek help from my Doctor, I told him everything including taking hormones and growing breasts. He was very good, prescribed me anti-depressants but said he was unable to offer help in undergoing a partial transition but would monitor other aspects of my health to make sure I wasn't doing other damage, which was fair enough.
The first thing that I realised after taking the first capsule was that I started to feel a bit nauseous and light headed. It wasn't unpleasant, it was just odd.
My measurements were:
Underband = 36"
'Bust' = 38.5"
Areola = 15mm
Weight = 79KG
This is my before picture
And the measurements of my areola
I started to notice changes quite quickly and on 24th January 2022 I measured my bust and it was 39.75" but my areola and underbust remained the same. I wasn't expecting anything that quickly.
After getting to a certain point my growth plateaued and I decided to rethink my strategy. I asked myself what did I actually want? Yes, I wanted breasts, but I realised I wanted small breasts, something like an A or AA cup and I really wanted to bud so towards the end of February I started to use a progesterone cream from Wellsprings-Health. It was at this point I came home to find my partner in bed with her 'friend'. It broke me completely and I was stuck with a dilemma, am I mentally stable enough to continue, should I stop? But then again, I was now officially single, I have no one to tell me I looked stupid or be disappointed in me and I would be doing this for me and no one could take that away. I decided to continue no matter what.
Around June 2022 my mental health deteriorated, what with being cheated on, finding out that my ex had cheated on me the day of the accident in January and suffering from PTSD from a previous relationship where I was a victim of domestic abuse, I tried to take my own life. At that point I decided to seek help from my Doctor, I told him everything including taking hormones and growing breasts. He was very good, prescribed me anti-depressants but said he was unable to offer help in undergoing a partial transition but would monitor other aspects of my health to make sure I wasn't doing other damage, which was fair enough.