Hello everyone!
Not sure who exactly is going to read this but I decided to finally post something on here! My name is Jayne. I am a closeted transwoman in my early 20’s. I’ve been on Breast Nexum since 2017, and I’ve been lurking for years. Lurking AND learning!
When I started out on this forum, and over on the Ainterol forum as well, I was just starting out in college and finding independence. In that, I found that I wasn’t only attracted to the idea of cross dressing, but I wanted to be like that all the time. I’m not a “sissy” per say, but I am transgender, and this forum was a big part of figuring out how to mentally navigate that. For that, I want to say thank you to everyone, past and present posters, who have been willing to post any part of their journey to help others. A lot of the folks on here are very brave, and this can be a very inspiring place from time to time.
Onto my own breast growth journey now…
I’ve been experimenting with herbals for a few years on and off. I started in 2017 with a month of PM and Saw Palmetto, but then I stopped, and purged it all. Then, in 2018 I did another month or two, this time with Reishi and PM, and then I purged again. Then in 2019, I got back into the idea of being trans, and what that meant for me.
During all of this time I was struggling through college courses and adolescent friendships and romances with boys… looking back, it was all too much, but I’m starting to learn that that’s just life.
Flashforward to March of 2019, and I started taking PM and Reishi on a consistent and regular basis. I took a few breaks, but they only lasted a week or two at most. Then a year passed, and the pandemic had me isolated in my dorm with my thoughts. I realized my life had been going in one direction, with school and friends, but my mind wanted something else. My priorities shifted drastically, and I left school.
Now, I’m still on PM, but with WP as well. I’ve cleared a bottle or two of Progesterone cream as well, and my current regimen is 2000 PM and 1000 WP daily. My physical appearance has changed drastically, but nobody in my life has ever said anything because my weight also has fluctuated during this time. My breast have grown, they’ve widened, they got really soft, and now they have a life of their own. Within the past few months, my nipples also darkened a lot too, and gotten a lot puffier. My figure has feminized a lot, and I’m in love with the way my body looks in the mirror. Here’s a link to some pics to show off my journey. Not the best, but good enough.
My favorite part of this journey is my confidence with myself. I’ve been loving being estrogen dominant, and how it makes me feel. I know in my soul I’m meant to be a woman, and I’m glad I can acknowledge that in private. I think I posting here is part of my path as well just so I have someone who really knows this side of me besides the very little I explain to my personal relationships. It’s just too new to be out in the open. Plus I’m from a fairly conservative place.
Thanks to anyone who read all of this. " alt="" title="">